I’m missing you so much. The memories seem like yesterday and the dreams appear to be so real. I know you’ll be happier up there but it just hurt sometimes knowing that I didn’t have the chance to say goodbye. I’m sorry I haven’t known that you would go sooner. Please don’t think that I didn’t love you. You were in my heart and you always will be. I promise that your grandchildren and great grandchildren will know about you and your stories. Each day you are still here, you are always be a part of my life. You will never be forgotten, I promise. Be at peace now my Lola. ‘Till we meet again.